Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I Don't Know What to Say

I'm still not pregnant.  Work has been absolute hell, I'm going to have to work during my holiday vacation (I've taken 4 days off all year back in May [of 20 days earned, and yes, I lose it at the end of a calendar year]) and my IVF failed.  But I need to keep work happy because I now have no lifetime maximum on IVF insurance coverage...  I can't lose it now.  I'm not pregnant... again... still.

21 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry to read this. It all completely sucks balls.

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  2. That's some crap and I'm unhappy for you. Thank God for no lifetime max but that sucks that you'll have to go there. Sorry.

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  3. $#&#$%$^# (That's a bunch of really nasty words I just said, but thought you probably didn't need on your blog.)

    Dammit. I'm so sorry.

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  4. I'm sorry. I know for some IVF is the magic bullet that fixes everything. I wasn't one of those people either. I hope that you and your doctor can learn something from this to find a protocol that might lead to success. Thinking of you.

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  5. Ugh that just SUCKS! Do the docs have any idea why? Your eggs, the sperm? Soooo frustrating. I suppose the upside is the insurance coverage so you have some time to ask a few questions and go for it again. I'm so so sorry. Cyber hugs

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  6. I am so sorry! Believe me I know how bad a failed IVF cycle sucks. Just know that you have everything covered to keep trying. I'm not sure if you are doing acupuncture but you could look into that and supplements and herbs to all help increase your chances. Big Hugs!

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  7. My heart just dropped when I read this. I am so sorry that you are not pregnant right now. I will be thinking over you Christmas and praying that the next IVF cycle is a successful one.

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  8. This really, really blows. I have no idea why we are put through such trials. I'm so sorry.

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  9. Ugh, I'm sorry BB. I've totally been rooting for you like crazy in my prayers. Hang in there.

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  10. I'm so sorry. For all of it. I hope you do get to have some downtime over the holidays *hugs*

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  11. Dang nabit I thought this time would be the winner. So sorry that it wasn't! Have a wonderful holiday despite having to work:)

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  12. I am so sorry.. it's just not fair at all. You did everything possible.

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  13. When I saw the title to your post - my heart sank. I am so, so sorry, BB. It makes no sense. While I'm glad your insurance is changing, may you only have to use it one more time!

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  14. BB, I am SO sorry! My feeling these days- fertility treatments are similar to what Michael Buble describes in "I Just Haven't Met You Yet" - "one half timing and the other half's luck." And it sucks!!!

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  15. I'm so sorry that it didn't take and that you had to find out right before the holidays. That blows that you have to work during this time as well, but the insurance benefits definitely make it seem worthwhile. I do hope you manage to find some peace of mind in the next couple of days.

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  16. So sorry to hear your news :-( I hope you have had time to be good to yourself over the holidays, hugs x

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