Today is 10dpiui (counting the day of IUI). Habitually, I'm an early tester. Personally I've found early testing "easier" than waiting and waiting only to be disappointed. Early testing allows for a gradual disappointment - or the earliest possible sign of a BFP!!!
Throughout each 2ww I spend time negotiating with myself about when I'll start testing. This is a constant debate during the 2ww that gets more difficult by the day. At the beginning of this 2ww I decided I'd wait until 12dpiui to start testing (Saturday).
When I went to bed last night I still was set on testing 12dpiui. Problem is, ever since I wrote my last post talking about how I was managing my stress and not losing sleep, I've been waking up at 1:30am and unable to get back to sleep until 3 or 4am. Yes, I'm tired. But it's not work stress keeping me up (work is much better this week)... it's just a million different things going through my head.
So somewhere around 4am this morning I decided I was going to go ahead and test this morning.
But when I woke up, took my BBT (I've been very happy with my BBT all week, nice and spiked), then got up and went to the bathroom... I forgot to POAS (test). Oops. Oh well. I'll just wait until tomorrow... or maybe even Saturday.
Feeling good and praying for a BFP!!!