Monday, November 1, 2010

Negative

The beta results showed nothing.

I started bleeding heavily around 2am.  My BBT went back up to 98.4... but with no trace of HCG in my blood then today would be CD1...???

I'm very thankful that I have my "sit down" with Dr. T already scheduled for tomorrow afternoon.  I took the whole afternoon off work because I think I'm going to need it.

Thanks everyone for your support... I can't express how much it means to have support from this community who understands how tough this process is.  This time last week I believed this cycle worked.  I am still convinced that I was pregnant at least for a couple of days.

Bright side...  I'm going to open some wine tonight and chill.  Oh... and I'm so excited to take a big fat Tylenol PM tonight so I can sleep through the night!

15 comments:

  1. So sorry. Enjoy that bottle of wine and make yourself focus on forward. Very good to hear you have your apt with Dr. T tomorrow -- perfect timing.

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  2. I'm so sorry that did not work out. I have heard stories of so many women with perfect tests having multiple failed IUIs (6 seems to be a very common number), they go for IVF, it works out well and most are usually pregnant on the first shot.

    Enjoy your bottle of wine tonight and hopefully tomorrow's meet will allow you to come up with a good POA.

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  3. So sorry to hear! I'm glad you have your appt tomorrow so you don't have to wait to discuss things. Enjoy that wine & Tylenol PM. Big hug.

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  4. I'm so sorry. Tomorrow is a new day and you already have an appointment with your RE so I bet you will have a new plan after the appointment. It's going to be okay.. Hugs hugs hugs.

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  5. Enjoy the wine. It is something that will be missed once your baby does come to stay. Thoughts, prayers & hugs are with you tonight.

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  6. I'm so sorry! It does suck how hard this whole process is. Take it easy the next few days and be good to yourself!

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  7. Crap. (I actually swore out loud when I read the title.) I'm so very sorry. Keep the wine flowing - you deserve to lay low and treat yourself to something good.
    Can't wait to hear what your RE says tomorrow-
    ~~Big BIG hug~~

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  8. Sorry to hear the news. At least your appointment tomorrow will point you in the next direction and give your mind something new to work on. Wishing you good luck going forward. This sucks, but maybe it will open the door to new possibility.

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  9. I'm so sorry! I hope your doctor has some answers and plans! ((hugs!))

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  11. Ugh. Not the news you want to hear. Sorry that it didn't turn out differently. Looking forward to hearing what the Dr has to say.

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  12. I am so sorry. I hope the wine and sleep ease some of the pain tonight. It is going to happen for you.

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