I can feel the symptoms that AF is on her way and will be here soon. So far she is a day late from my normal short cycle, due to the progesterone, I presume.
The strange thing is that after this 3rd cycle BFN - I'm not emotional. The first two BFN's were CRAZY-disappointing! I was in tears off & on as I 'grieved' the failed cycle. This cycle I moved straight into acceptance. I think after my emotional meltdown last time around I have come to accept that this IS a process and it is all a part of the JOURNEY of motherhood.
No doubt I'm learning valuable lessons that I've not even yet recognized. The one lesson I have come to recognize is PATIENCE... I feel that I now have patience to go the distance, however far the distance may be...???
In the time it took to write this brief post, she arrived. Welcome back, Aunt Flo and the start of Cycle #4 (and a new donor, yet to be identified).