BF????

Yesterday (11dpiui) I took two HPTs... the first one (from earlypregnancytests.com) was first thing in the morning.  Initially it looked like all others, blank white space.  When I looked at it about 15 minutes later I thought I saw a faint second line... but so faint that it could have been my eyes (aka my head) playing tricks on me.

Later in the day I took a Clear Blue Easy HPT.  This one showed a distinctive faint vertical line (to make plus sign).

This morning (12dpiui) I took two tests.  First I used another earlypregnancytests.com with the same result... nothing, then maybe something, but too difficult to tell.

I was out of tests so I ran to the grocery store down the street and picked up two sets of tests along with a few other grocery items.  And it amazes me that the cashier and bagger both made comments about my HPT purchase (talking about how many they bought when they got pregnant).  Am I being sensitive that it bothers me when the employees discuss my purchases?

Anyway, I came home and used the EPT and nothing...

My BBT also dropped today, from 6 straight days between 98.4 - 98.6, today it was 98.1 (I'm trying to justify that I was so cold before I got up, it was 60 in my house - I had not turned on the heat yet). My boobs have not felt 'different' since about Thursday.

Here's what I do know... I do know that I did get pregnant.  I know the symptoms, including implantation bleeding, were real.  What I don't know is if I'm still pregnant... if this will take?

The waiting continues...

Angles & Lighting

During the testing period of any given 2ww I analyze the HPT 'stick' from every angle and in all different lights to see if there is the faintest hint of a line.  I've convinced myself a couple of times that I saw a 'shadow' but then couldn't find it 2 seconds later.  

Anyone else look at the stick from every angle, different rooms & lighting, standing on your head in order to magically see that second line?

Still waiting to see a distinguishable second line...