I'm using this phrase a lot lately.
A year ago tonight I was up all night, trying to sleep in the recliner in my parents basement in the mountains, so miserable. Crying.
The next morning was Easter and I decided I should go to the hospital because I couldn't take the pain/misery any more. I thought I wasn't tough enough... It was just pregnancy, right? It didn't take too long for me to realize I was pretty darn tough to have been functioning at all and I have a very high tolerance for pain.
One of these days I need to let myself go deep into that day, and write about it too. I'm sure that will be healing. I write this little about it with tears rolling down my face knowing tomorrow will be a difficult day for me. I should have taken Monday off work as well as Tuesday...
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On another note, we had Ella's birthday party today and it was really nice. Hopefully I will find time to share about it, and pictures, by Tuesday.
Happy Birthday to Ella!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're feeling the pain of that time a year ago. I can imagine its hard to remember. Sending care. Hope Ella's birthday brings some cheer.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you have to have so much pain tied to Ella's birthday. You are amazingly strong as I'm sure you'll raise your daughter to be. Happy birthday, Ella!
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday! Sorry that it came so much earlier than it should have. What a tough mama and daughter!!
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