Sunday, April 7, 2013

A Year Ago...

I'm using this phrase a lot lately.

A year ago tonight I was up all night, trying to sleep in the recliner in my parents basement in the mountains, so miserable. Crying.

The next morning was Easter and I decided I should go to the hospital because I couldn't take the pain/misery any more. I thought I wasn't tough enough... It was just pregnancy, right? It didn't take too long for me to realize I was pretty darn tough to have been functioning at all and I have a very high tolerance for pain.

One of these days I need to let myself go deep into that day, and write about it too. I'm sure that will be healing. I write this little about it with tears rolling down my face knowing tomorrow will be a difficult day for me. I should have taken Monday off work as well as Tuesday...

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On another note, we had Ella's birthday party today and it was really nice. Hopefully I will find time to share about it, and pictures, by Tuesday.

5 comments:

  1. I'm sorry you're feeling the pain of that time a year ago. I can imagine its hard to remember. Sending care. Hope Ella's birthday brings some cheer.

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  2. I'm sorry you have to have so much pain tied to Ella's birthday. You are amazingly strong as I'm sure you'll raise your daughter to be. Happy birthday, Ella!

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  3. Happy Birthday! Sorry that it came so much earlier than it should have. What a tough mama and daughter!!

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