This is a random thought that hit me on the acupuncture table today... which is odd because I rarely have negative thoughts in my state of relaxation.
How is it I drew the short end of the stick in life? As a little girl, I never dreamed of my career, of being a rising executive at a major financial institution. Big whoop! Really??
In my teen years and all through my 20's I dreamed of a true love, a man who would become my husband and the father of my children.
I watch my 40th birthday get closer and closer... August this year. I've come to terms with not finding my true love (at least not one who could settle down and marry me)...
But seriously??? What Karma God did I p'off to do everything to keep me from my dream of being a mom, too? Take my man but don't keep me from my child!!!
I AM NOT GIVING UP!!!
I know there is much greater suffering in life than mine, and that I am truly blessed in so many ways. This is just one of those thoughts that it's hard to wrap my head around.